Say What You're Thinking Out Loud

Self:(n) self, your consciousness of your own identity.
Lets start with that for today. How can someone say you are not acting like "yourself"? What is that even supposed to mean anyways. You are yourself so while you may be acting out of your normal character, it is still you. I've been getting this a lot lately. I'm not acting like myself. While I may seem to be acting differently to others, to me it seems perfectly normal. As people grow and mature in their lives they change. Everyone and everything changes. Sometimes people change together while other times they grow apart. This is a natural course of life. So while I may be acting differently to people it may be just that I am evolving in my life. I don't necessarily want or need the same things that I have in the past, it's all a part of the change. It doesn't mean I am a completely different person. I still want most of the same things in life, maybe I just have different goals now and am starting to see things differently. Do I seem any less happy to anyone??? Personally, I don't think so, if anything, I think I am happier. I feel like I'm disappointing people by not making choices they want to make but I guess that is something that I have to get over because I am really happy with where I'm at in my life right now. I know that I seem to be making rash decisions to some people but to me I'm really not. I'm still not the person that jumps into things without thinking it over. So if what I'm doing is making me happy why not just be happy for me? Everyone may not agree with my choices and that's fine but at least agree with and accept that I am happy, if you think it's temporary then fine, but support my decisions now because that's what unconditional love is all about.

All the cool kids are doing it

So I decided that all the cool kids have a blog so what the hell. Plus this is keeping me distracted at the current moment which is always a good thing. I'm going to be honest and say that this will probably last like a week but hey it's worth a shot. Especially with all the frustrating crap that happens to me on a daily basis, this will be a nice place to get it all down. Well my day so far has been a crap shoot which is nice considering it's about 9:30. That's always a positive. Who knows, maybe it'll get better. If not, Advil will be my friend. OK well this blog pretty much sucks but you gotta start somewhere right? I'm sure tonight I'll have much more interesting things to write about...